The Frustration... Insurance Assholes!

The last six months has been one of the most stressful and depressing times of my life. I finally admitted to my loved ones that it was my darkest days that I was facing, and that I was on my road to getting help. That was the main first step to recovery... and it's a constant battle with each passing day.

Medications have been altered, I've been going to both individual therapy as well as group therapy weekly. I've even been going to a cognitive therapy class weekly... which I'm actually enjoying. It sure doesn't help my condition that my insurance company has denied my appeal YET AGAIN. The sickness in my stomach, my chest, my whole body is driving me crazy. My anxiety is once again at an all time high... and it's very hard to control my thoughts.

Tomorrow I meet with a lawyer, and I pray that they will be able to kick the ass of the insurance company for me... I'm entitled to the disability insurance that I've been paying into every month! They have no problem taking my money for the insurance, but God forbid that I actually need it! I've been battling those assholes since March 2012... and I'm tired. I'm now in debt... and I want my friggin money that I'm entitled to.

Has anyone else had any problems with their insurance company?

The Frustration... Insurance Assholes!

The last six months has been one of the most stressful and depressing times of my life. I finally admitted to my loved ones that it was my darkest days that I was facing, and that I was on my road to getting help. That was the main first step to recovery... and it's a constant battle with each passing day.

Medications have been altered, I've been going to both individual therapy as well as group therapy weekly. I've even been going to a cognitive therapy class weekly... which I'm actually enjoying. It sure doesn't help my condition that my insurance company has denied my appeal YET AGAIN. The sickness in my stomach, my chest, my whole body is driving me crazy. My anxiety is once again at an all time high... and it's very hard to control my thoughts.

Tomorrow I meet with a lawyer, and I pray that they will be able to kick the ass of the insurance company for me... I'm entitled to the disability insurance that I've been paying into every month! They have no problem taking my money for the insurance, but God forbid that I actually need it! I've been battling those assholes since March 2012... and I'm tired. I'm now in debt... and I want my friggin money that I'm entitled to.

Has anyone else had any problems with their insurance company?

Weekly Medical Update: Myself & Jingles!

I don't know what is wrong with me, but it's like I'm having hot flashes. Ummm... I can't be going through menopause yet, I'm only 30. I have a crazy headache, and I'm so tired... maybe it's the Prozac that I started last Saturday. So far it's okay, nothing too crazy. I've had some bad experiences with other medications before where I started to hallucinate, and that's not happening with this so far.

I just found out that I'm only covered 70% for short term disability now, since I've been on it for about 15 weeks. Shit... that will just basically pay for my rent... no living expenses. I have to try to get back to work... try to keep my mind clear. Pray that I can do it. Pray that I feel better by next week. My boss is off this week on holidays... so it's time to meditate and relax. I have been sleeping a lot the last week since I've been back on the Seroquel. The side effects have worn off a bit... but I've been having some crazy nightmares.



I just stepped on the scale by my washroom... wow... 292Lbs. Since I've been off work I've really let myself go to shit. It's nice out and I have to try to drop some weight so I will feel more comfortable this summer. I guess right now I can't really afford to be eating out... so that solves that problem.

Day 1... 292Lbs...