I'm almost ready to leave for work and I feel so uncomfortable. I feel like crying right now because I don't feel comfortable in my skin. I can't believe I've let myself get this way. I'm terrified at how much I weigh. I haven't weighed myself in about a week and I've gone up so much. I'm the heaviest I've ever been in my life...I'm terrified.
I weigh 260Lbs...I feel so depressed...I don't even want to go out in public. I feel trapped in my body...my body doesn't match who I am. I look in the mirror and I don't see what I really look like...a huge hippo. I hate my life...I just want to fade away. Why am I doing this to myself...I'm killing myself. I'm depressed...I'm slowly killing myself...I need to get out of this relationship asap and get back to me. I have to face reality before it's too late. It is almost too late. I can't even fit in my jeans...I feel like I'm going to explode out of them.
Pray for me...please pray for me to find my way and get the strength to go on.
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