The last little while I've been getting prepared for the next step of my life... a life without being married. Today I received my drivers licence with my maiden name... damn it was the worst picture of myself I've ever seen! I looked like I was a bum living on the streets... I had no makeup on, my hair was dirty, and my face looked like a balloon that was ready to explode. I can't believe how fat I've gotten since I've been off work. I didn't realise I was that fat... I don't see my real size when I glance at myself in the mirror.
I'm about ready for a new start to my life... one without him, a new job, and back to my normal weight... one where I look hot again! I don't want to be sad anymore... don't want to be depressed. It's time to figure out who I am and what I want to do with the rest of my life.
