I had requested a psychiatrist in the summer, and the soonest I can see one is for December 3rd. What the hell is this world coming to? So mental health patients have to wait half a year to see someone? So by now my mental state is fucked. Excuse my language... but by now I've lost it. My family Dr actually recommended me to admit myself into the hospital in patient therapy, since I can't get a psychiatrist sooner. For now, I'm going to work on my blogging and get that all set up... that way if I do have to admit myself, I won't have anything to worry about. I just want to feel normal again... when will that happen? I'm trying to be strong, trying to want to wake up in the morning, but it's so hard. I reach out to the Dr's for help... and most of them are useless. I pray that tomorrow is a brighter day.

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