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Monday 28 November 2011

My Monday Rambling... Medical Update Included!

The last few days I haven't been blogging... I've been bad and ran away from it! Actually, I was on a good streak there with trying to get caught up on product reviews for the holiday season, and was feeling good. But of course... a good day, follows with a few bad ones. Yes, I've been gloomy the last few days... depression has attacked me at full force. Today the sun is shining bright, I'm a little sleepy, but I feel it's a good day.

I will be posting the rest of the holiday teaser reviews today and tomorrow, and will be sending emails to those that are participating in the holiday event... probably tomorrow that will happen.

I found out on Friday that I'm anemic, and lacking quite a few things. When I was planning on gastric bypass they tell you so many things that can happen, but nothing they tell you really truly prepares you for it. I hated my body when I was fat, and was so depressed. Now that I've lost over 100Lbs I still hate my body! Now I see the hanging skin and think no one will ever love me. I know... not true! But I repulsed by my body naked. The hanging skin sure plays tricks on my mind... and having to wear body slimming garments are a real pain in the ass too. Yes with clothes I feel wonderful... I feel hot... wearing high heels again for the first time in years. I'm finally turning heads when I walk, and the added attention is nice.

I'm now lactose intolerant, not fun! I'm still not getting enough protein or eating enough... my blood sugar drops about once a day. Eating has now become a chore, instead of actually enjoying it. I'm pricking and testing my blood sugar levels a few times a day... no I'm not a diabetic, the surgery has made me hypoglycemic. Am I happy having the surgery... yes. Would I do it over again? Hell yes!

Well that's enough of my bitching for now... I will bitch more later! Oh, and since I didn't post the weekend blog hop, I will be extending the dates so you can add yourself if you're not already on it.

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