Tuesday Medical Update

Last night was a huge scare in my home, and thank God my fiance was here. I was opening a can of stuffed grape leaves, and I could feel a panic attack coming on. I walked out into the living room, and tried to focus on my breathing. Then all of a sudden I blacked out, and fell... basically passed out. He came running scared to death wondering what's going on. I just sat there confused on the floor, shaking. I wonder if my sugar was low? I should have tested it, but wasn't in the state of mind to do that... gotta make sure he knows for future.

He brought me some apple sauce for natural sugar, and I downed a protein shot (New Whey Liquid Protein). Never in my life have I felt this way... and I'm now terrified. I know yesterday I didn't eat much... actually didn't eat more then a couple mouthfuls of Indian food, which had no protein. Today I'm exhausted, but still went to group therapy. I needed to tell them what happened last night, and also update them that I'm taking the plunge into going back to work as of Halloween. Yes, I'm back part time as of Monday... so a little stressful I might add. I'm excited, yet terrified at the same time.


I feel like the insurance company is almost forcing me back to work, and I'm not quite ready for it. This time I'm taking my time adjusting and will make it clear that I will have to work at my own pace trying to get back on track. I don't want to feel overwhelmed and undue everything... don't want to have another mental breakdown.

I have quite a bit of product reviews to get caught up on before I head back to work, however, I will be busy the next few days. If I'm up to it I will schedule some stuff to automatically post, but I have a feeling I wont feel up to it. I haven't forgotten about any reviews... I'm still working on them... sorry for any delay.