Nightmare

I went to bed early, and then woke up to a night terror... I've been having these for a while now. I'm back on my Seroquel and it really is a nightmare on it's own. Yesterday I basically slept the whole day since I felt like shit. I went to bed last night at 10:30 and then woke up screaming at 1am.

I was dreaming that I was having a nightmare. Someone broke into my apartment and I found them hovering over me in bed ready to attack. It was then that I started screaming but nothing would come out. My eyes must of been wide open for a quite while because I could my cat laying on my stomach trying to wake me up.

Earlier in the day I kept dreaming... only thing I remember from the dreams was this ghost that kept appearing. I have no idea who this person is... I have no idea why and what the meaning was... but it was freaky. She told me to lock my door... which was weird because after that I had that other nightmare of being attacked.

That's some fucked up shit... no wonder half the time I'm afraid to sleep. If I don't have a panic attack in real, I'm having crazy nightmares.