Depressed

So far really no luck job hunting. I am so stressed when it comes to money...Rachid says he's only giving me $700 for rent and bills this month...says that he doesn't care about my half that I will have to figure it out on my own. What a bastard... a real man would help out his wife. He is not a man. He can't even help me out ...he doesn't do anything at all for me. I am so miserable with him. I am stuck and don't know what to do. He is only using me for his papers...he has no intention of being with me...he does not love me. If he loved me he wouldn't insult me, make me cry, break things, and everything else.

How do I look for a place on my own when I don't have a job yet? I guess the only thing I may be able to afford would be a basement apartment or something for like $600/mth. Dear God, Please help me from losing my mind and give me the strength to go on.