Mid Week Update!

Happy Wednesday everyone. For those of you who work during the week, it's almost over! Dammit, my cat is in front of the computer screen, and I'm trying to write. Grrr... silly cat!

The last few days I haven't been feeling so hot. Once again food seems to be going right through me. Damn dumping syndrome. Sometimes it happens no matter what I eat, and it can be embarrassing if I try to go out. Now I don't mean vomiting everything, I mean dumping syndrome as in the other end. In the beginning I used to get the dumping syndrome where I'd vomit what I ate, but now it's the other way around. Not fun if you're trying to work, or live a normal life. Sometimes I'm afraid to eat, but at the same time I have to because my sugar will drop too low. I traded one problem for new ones. I still don't regret having gastric bypass surgery, as I would do it a million times over.

So far I've lost 115Lbs, and I'm getting closer to my goal. My next goal is to get down to 175Lbs, as I'm 185Lbs currently. Then the following goal is to get down to 150Lbs. My overall goal is to be 130Lbs, as I'm 5'5. I am determined to get down to 150Lbs by the summer, the only thing is I will hate having to wear a girdle in the summer heat. I'm happy to have lost so much weight, but I hate the hanging skin that I'm stuck with. Obviously I'm going to have to surgically have it removed, but it's too soon to even think of that.