Wasn't Able to Sleep

I don't know why I've been awake for hours, but I've been up since around 4am. My cat didn't wake me up, nor did I have to pee. I woke up and found myself cleaning, and then blogging of course. Whenever I can't sleep I'm always drawn to writing... it helps me calm my nerves.

I didn't have a panic attack, but I wasn't feeling normal. I guess I've been thinking about everything that's going on this week. I have to figure out what to get my grandma for her 80th birthday... it's got to be special. I also was thinking that I have to call my doctor (specialist) and find out when I'm supposed to come in for an ultrasound. I also have to pick up some documentation to add to my file at work regarding my current health condition from her as well. My mind just seems to be going a mile a minute, and it doesn't seem to want to shut off to let me sleep!