You know what time it is? It's my Friday Complaining time! This is a good time to vent on this weeks shit! (It's okay to say it-it's not a bad word!) To whom/what would you like to say Fawk You to today?
It's been a crazy long week of doing pretty much nothing. I've been sleeping most of the days away, and I'm not too sure why. I'm not depressed, nor is my anxiety acting up. In fact, I actually feel like talking to friends and doing stuff. Could it be my fucked up PCOS? Does anyone else experience major fatigue after a crazy ass blood fest of a period? This last period I thought I was going to die due to the blood loss. I was hemorrhaging and really should have gone to the emergency department... I didn't since it was Christmas and didn't want to spend it in a hospital.
So it's a been a fuckin boring week, and I've accomplished NOTHING! Oh wait, I did see my psychiatrist Tuesday afternoon. It seems as though she's ready to send me off out of her care, and I'm basically done with the group therapy. I haven't gone to group therapy the last little while... I hated it the last time I went. It was like finger nails on a chalk board... I wanted to bang my head against the wall and get my ass out of there. I left early and didn't look back. One of the new guys there really really really annoyed me. It made me realise that I'm somewhat normal and there really is some CRAZY people out there.
I'm actually looking forward to going back to work. I'm now becoming bored at home and craving some human contact. For some reason that sounds perverted to me... my mind is wandering... don't mind me! Anyway, if only I can get my PCOS under control I want to go back. I meet with my gastric bypass surgeon this coming Monday, and I should find out the date of surgery. The best case scenario would be him saying next month, but I highly doubt it. Anything to help control my PCOS I need. I can't live bleeding to death on a monthly basis... I need all the help I can get, so I can have a life again.
(Blog Stalk Friday Slutcode: bored)
Okay, enough of me complaining for now. Have a great weekend!
OMG - that's crazy! I never had anything like that, but I did/do have ovarian cysts and apparently they grow like grapes (gross!) and when they twist it's like I have a little troll living in my uterus that is stabbing me with a knife from the inside so badly I can't walk; it's always a pleasant experience.
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