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Sunday 4 May 2008

It looks like it's going to be a nice day. Awww...a calm Sunday and I can't believe I'm awake early...I must be getting old! I woke up and decided to check my banking and pay bills. The last little while I have been a fat cow. I've been saying I'm going to lose weight and all that shit...well I was ordering food almost like every day. I can't get over how much it adds up my visa bill...last month I spent almost $400 on ordering food...not only is that insane...but it all went to my ass. This is a terrible disease I have...I'm ashamed that I did this. I feel disgusting and gross. Am I the only one who does this? Does anyone else out there understand what I'm going through? I am so embarassed...I'm afraid to even stand on the scale to see how much I've put on again. So much for being a vegan...I'm addicted to cheese. I'm such a cow.

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