Dazed and Confused

Thank God for the long weekend! I was supposed to work tomorrow, but I took early leave. Work has been so incredibly slow the last couple weeks and it's driving me crazy. Today I took less then 20 calls in 7hrs. The last two hours of my shift I didn't even receive a call. My eyes were rolling to the back of my head...I was so bored and tired I didn't even feel like surfing the internet like usual. Normally at work I search and find cool sites...but not today...was complete torture.

It's after four in the morning and I haven't been able to sleep yet since I got home from work. I have too many things on my mind that is preventing me from sleeping. I'm so confused with my life at the moment...not sure what to do. Work is fine even though it's slow...it's my love life that is confusing me. My husband the last few days has been extra nice...meaning he's not acting like his usual self. For a long time now I have been thinking of leaving him. In my heart I still love him...but I love the person he used to be.

Anyway...there's more about this that I would love to write...but you never know who could be reading this and I don't want to really write my exact feelings down. All I know is that my thoughts are keeping me awake and I really want to sleep now. Oh...and I probably shouldn't of had that diet coke at work tonight!